It's just different

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I fell. Too much deep falling, I guess.
I come more realize that life is not just filled with happiness. But there are also cry, sadness, failure, pain and so things.

I’ve been done with all of that. And I still not satisfied with what I had. I still look up for my happiness. An ideal happiness that had been created in mind. I was thinking that I have to do something. I have to break this sorrow glasses surround me. In the name of happiness.

Something trigged me out. Push me very hard. And it successfully delivers my decision into reality.

Times goes by, the happiness has not come yet. It still away to get. Still hard to have. But still worth to catch.

The life is not the same anymore. The cave is on its end. But I came to the gate of another cave. Could be darker. But the life must go on. There is something in hand that must be delivered safely to end of the cave.

It is just different.

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Said, ‘Don’t do something because of me. Do it because you want it!’
I don’t do it because of you. But luckily you are the caused…

Thanks for the ‘undelivered’ Good Bye message :)